Thursday, March 25, 2010

From Here To There

At the moment my steps have ended
I now hesitate to go
As if my drive has been suspended
Even my mind won’t let me know

The energy in my world has faded
Not even the wind will blow
All my loves have been misstated
And my whispers no longer flow

Breathing takes on new meaning
As my lungs seem to reach for air
And without the fuel from their steam
I can’t get from here to there

All my struggles have interrupted
The simple thought where I belong
So if it’s not where I was headed
Why continue to go on

Frozen for what seems forever
Waiting for my courage to thaw
Getting there is a huge endeavor
I feel foolishly in awe

The power’s contained in every step
Not a dream I dreamed that I’d end up
And glory in the way I take them
By the strength of will and never luck

Though the turmoil has stopped me
I pause because I care
About the way that I AM treated
As I move from here to there

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Promise Me

Promise me you will be you
And share with me what you find
Allow compassion for your mistakes
With each judgment please be kind

Promise me you will be you
And reach for your deepest parts
Never fearing the unknown
And find peace there in the dark

Promise me you will be you
And grow with what you learn
That you will reflect your truth
And all the wisdom earned

Promise me you will be you
Until God calls you home
That till then you will celebrate
Because you have never been alone

Within

Within myself is the beauty I seek
A deep reflection of what's mighty and meek

Within myself is the light to shine my way
The infinite flame of my desire at play

Within myself is the magic I create
Manifesting miracles as I mandate

Within myself is the lover I long for
Providing me the space to unlock every door

Within myself is the forgiveness that I need
To make fertile my soul for every seed

Within myself is the Savior promised
The example of a path once admonished

Within myself is happiness
Radiating all the ways that I AM blessed

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Goes On Forever

You are the music in God's whisper
that drew me to His voice
made my soul to listen
and obey Him without choice

You are the rhythm to the magic
that manifest each time I pray
you are the melody so lovely
that has opened me His way

You are the beat in every word
that gives the gift its heart
so the song goes on forever
and we will never have to part

Soul’s Cry

Given myself to your current’s flow
And at last it’s not enough
Though I echo the whispers when it’s calm
The voice is silent when it’s rough

Surrendered my breath to your mountain’s peak
And I’m never out of breath
Though I exhale a mighty melody
I inhale a conscious death

I lost myself in your wilderness
And found I’m still alone
Loved the search for the mystery
But the only path here leads home

Opened to your deserts storm
But the winds all blow the same
There’s bliss in the way they express
But my soul cries out for change

Saturday, March 13, 2010

My Heart

Craves the joy I feel from you
Drives me toward all things true
Whispers when I’m off my path
Warms every time I laugh

Cries at the faults of man
Encourages when I feel I can
Races when I’m out of breath
Stops at each little death

Holds my honest expression
Teaches with each heart felt lesson
Hopes with every single beat
Gives courage when I can’t retreat

Strongest when compassionate
And love won’t let it forget
Shares its rhythm with everyone
Tells me so when I AM done

Everyday

Everyday I experience less pain
Seldom are my experiences the same
Now more than ever I recognize the game

Everyday I sense more of my Self
Conscious of the things that bring me health
Whisper grows louder when in need of help

Everyday I let go of my concern
Inevitably we all will burn
Still I’m in awe at what I have learned

Everyday I love a little more
Wake to the wonder of what God has in store
An open my eyes to a smile I can’t ignore

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Bitter Bitches

I’m sick of all the bitter bitches
Acting like they two
Holdin the whole world ransom
Makin us pay for what they do
Fuck sellin a soul to the devil
They become him over night
Destroying entire families
Just to prove the bitch is right

I’m sick of bitter bitches
Who don’t do their work
The law says you brought the bullshit
Change men like tank top t-shirts
Common denominator is you
Sprint through shit to get your way
Like tinted windows hide insecurity
The more stuff you get makes it okay

I’m sick of bitter bitches
Who can’t own their own mistakes
Makin messes cause they can’t make amends
With the courage that it takes
To love you more than blind attention
To live deeper than a video
To become the Queen God made you
Not a hatin man made ho

The Only Way

Put the child to rest
And listen to the words I say
This is not a test
Rather simply the way
Put the child to rest
Open to my voice
I desire to have your love
So I granted you a choice
Put the child to rest
Search for nothing else
Salvation is in my whisper
Buried deep within your Self
Put the child to rest
Quiet the demands
You will never have a need
When you know I have your hand
Put the child to rest
So your not out of control
The mystery is ancient
But the answer is never old
Put the child to rest
And follow the words I say
Learn when your heart is still
I AM the only way

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Without A Fight

Tired of pretending
That this is all there is
So you won’t call to question
The way I’m moved to live

Tired of pretending
That I don’t need to reach
The infinite inside myself
So I don’t hear you preach

Tired of pretending
That these things satisfy me
Spending my life in acquisition
Could somehow set me free

Tired of pretending
That the way we live is right
That we will possibly survive
But not without a fight

If It Was

If it was mine to give
I would give you bliss
So much so your heart would break
But your past would not be missed

If it was mine to give
I would give you joy
It would be so powerful
You could not be coy

If it was mine to give
I would give you faith
Replacing hope with evidence
You no longer need to wait

Mine to Give

My heart is not for sale
It’s never belonged to me
Was given to me as a gift
To share with the world I see

My heart is not a fool
Open to sentimentality
It’s tuned to the simple truth
And the love that lives inside of me

My heart is never weak
And can’t be broken by man
Fashioned for forgiveness
With the knowledge of I Am

My heart is infinite
Like the force that makes it live
It is yours to hold
But only mine to give