As My Own

If I trace this feeling about you
Follow its negative electricity
To a memory of my past
That ends inside of me

If I trace this feeling about you
It returns a sense of lack
From the smallest of my times
A fear that no one had my back

If I trace this feeling about you
My response is loudly speaking
To the hurt inside of me
With the sense that it is teaching

If I trace this feeling about you
It shows me what I forgot
That fear is not my natural state
Only ego’s fear divine does not

If I trace this feeling about you
And own it as my own
I will love the way you make me feel
And let me know I’m not alone