Divine Essence

Pressure me and I will form
Into a bond I couldn’t break
Challenge me and I will storm
Against the wrong in your mistake

Question me and I will pray
That the answers not too late
Distrust me and I will stay
Till truth no longer waits

Attack me and I will show
There’s weakness in your defense
Misjudge me and you will know
I AM Divine by my essence

Either Way

Truth doesn’t need your trust
The universe is manifested word
What GOD absolves is a must
You must listen for truth to be heard

Truth doesn’t need to be proved
It falls like a tree in the woods
But if you refused to be moved
Afterward you felt like you should

Truth doesn’t need to be obeyed
It’s a wind that will blow either way
We are free to reject or be swayed
But can’t cast the whispers away

Quiet Breath

Shattered by the gifts you give
My capacity is so outlived
I reach for the more I have each day

Awakened by your quiet breath
That guided me to my own death
So I listen for your whisper when I pray

In awe of the way you flow
Obviously you’re letting go
So easily it seems you’ve overcome

Words bring peace straight to my heart
Then lead me to where I must start
If my desire is to be the righteous one

Infinite Attitude

Between love and heaven
The multitude get lost
Its not that their afraid to pay
They don’t know the cost

Between love and heaven
The rich can’t find their way
Not a place that they can own
Though they are happy just to stay

Between love and heaven
Is where most pain takes place
Around the linear line of thought
An infinite attitude of volatile space

Between love and heaven
Is the sense that you are done
Unable to open to one another
You miss the beauty of the one

Between love and heaven
Is a path to no where
Covered in the darkest dark
Only your light will lead you there

Rise Above

God ask, to surrender
Let go and let HER lead
Slowly you’ll remember
With HIM there is no need

God ask that you listen
Hear THEIR words, take head
Born with nothing missing
You are OUR perfect seed

God ask that you love
Cause to love US is to heal
And as you rise above
YOU will know that WE are real

You Changed The Way For Me

You changed the way for me

Was raised and taught to be
The way that they planned for me
As if the future was theirs to see
With no possible change for me

So I struggled against myself
Do I search or set out for wealth
It's causing drama to my health
And I don’t even know myself

Then you came provided space
Said my search was not a waste
Made it possible for me to taste
An experiment with this new place

Don’t know where you were before
Before the day you graced my door
I don’t know what you’ve been through
That helped you know the things you do

But I’m overwhelmed you came to stay
And taught me to love this way
Now I let go each day
And the love I have for Self’s okay

You changed the way for me

I’ve found the magic once again
My forever, fantasy and friend
With no reason to pretend
I know what I feel won’t end

You changed me...

Porno and Pregnant

I had a dream that made me blush
As I felt my blood begin to rush
I was lost in a land that wasn’t mine
And began to explore to waste some time
I met a stranger who crossed my path
She told me stories and made me laugh
I was drawn to her with every word
And wanted more of what I heard
She took my hand and lead me home
To a sacred place but not my own
By candlelight we undressed
And crawled in bed but not to rest
The passion was so powerful
It made the love incredible
Whispered in a rich accent
Damn!
Gonna end up in porno
And possibly pregnant!

THEY

I want to give you a sense of space
but there are no words to comprehend
the seconds quickly fade away
but there is the sense that I AM your friend
i want to touch you so you know
that there is magic there within
but you must choose to love the SELF
and trust that SHE’s your friend
SHE is but the balance
to what we all have learned
that HE is the only answer
to all of our concerns
but the space I bring is peace
produced when we integrate
place where bliss survives
when sides of US create
i want to give you a sense of space
where you will yearn to stay
cause the two will never separate
as our hearts and souls say THEY

Work of Art

I AM a work of art in progress
A scene that’s yet been done
I AM the thought of the creator
On canvas under sun

I AM a theme to an unsung melody
To a tune I brought with me
From the depths of triple darkness
To the Roar of the eternal sea

I AM a work of art in progress
Whose end will never come
For it is the process that is artful
And the reason why I’ve come

I AM the road to my own bliss
So my journey will never cease
Yes I AM a work of art in progress
Discovering my masterpiece

I Know

I have the answer to the mystery
Why life changes so
Because the mind of Man is infinite
And abundance reflects it’s flow

I have the answer to the mystery
Why man’s destined to such fate
Because he rushes to develop technology
But evolves spiritually too late

I have the answer to the mystery
Why the rational mind won’t do
Cause it constantly needs to prove itself
But intuition is the seed of truth

Without Desire

Take a good look at me
But don’t judge what you see
For I AM the product of the darkness
Before They gave name to me

Take a good look at me
Label and I will disappear
Because the truth of me cannot be seen
And you will never know I AM here

Take a good look at me
Forget what you’ve been through
If you see me from your place of peace
I will reflect the depth of you

Take a good look at me
I AM the opposite of what you see
Whether it’s Dark or Light
It is all my nature to be

Take a good look at me
I AM the flood and the fire
And beautiful whether I act or not
For I am the I AM without desire

From Here To There

At the moment my steps have ended
I now hesitate to go
As if my drive has been suspended
Even my mind won’t let me know

The energy in my world has faded
Not even the wind will blow
All my loves have been misstated
And my whispers no longer flow

Breathing takes on new meaning
As my lungs seem to reach for air
And without the fuel from their steam
I can’t get from here to there

All my struggles have interrupted
The simple thought where I belong
So if it’s not where I was headed
Why continue to go on

Frozen for what seems forever
Waiting for my courage to thaw
Getting there is a huge endeavor
I feel foolishly in awe

The power’s contained in every step
Not a dream I dreamed that I’d end up
And glory in the way I take them
By the strength of will and never luck

Though the turmoil has stopped me
I pause because I care
About the way that I AM treated
As I move from here to there

Promise Me

Promise me you will be you
And share with me what you find
Allow compassion for your mistakes
With each judgment please be kind

Promise me you will be you
And reach for your deepest parts
Never fearing the unknown
And find peace there in the dark

Promise me you will be you
And grow with what you learn
That you will reflect your truth
And all the wisdom earned

Promise me you will be you
Until God calls you home
That till then you will celebrate
Because you have never been alone

Within

Within myself is the beauty I seek
A deep reflection of what's mighty and meek

Within myself is the light to shine my way
The infinite flame of my desire at play

Within myself is the magic I create
Manifesting miracles as I mandate

Within myself is the lover I long for
Providing me the space to unlock every door

Within myself is the forgiveness that I need
To make fertile my soul for every seed

Within myself is the Savior promised
The example of a path once admonished

Within myself is happiness
Radiating all the ways that I AM blessed

Goes On Forever

You are the music in God's whisper
that drew me to His voice
made my soul to listen
and obey Him without choice

You are the rhythm to the magic
that manifest each time I pray
you are the melody so lovely
that has opened me His way

You are the beat in every word
that gives the gift its heart
so the song goes on forever
and we will never have to part

Soul’s Cry

Given myself to your current’s flow
And at last it’s not enough
Though I echo the whispers when it’s calm
The voice is silent when it’s rough

Surrendered my breath to your mountain’s peak
And I’m never out of breath
Though I exhale a mighty melody
I inhale a conscious death

I lost myself in your wilderness
And found I’m still alone
Loved the search for the mystery
But the only path here leads home

Opened to your deserts storm
But the winds all blow the same
There’s bliss in the way they express
But my soul cries out for change

My Heart

Craves the joy I feel from you
Drives me toward all things true
Whispers when I’m off my path
Warms every time I laugh

Cries at the faults of man
Encourages when I feel I can
Races when I’m out of breath
Stops at each little death

Holds my honest expression
Teaches with each heart felt lesson
Hopes with every single beat
Gives courage when I can’t retreat

Strongest when compassionate
And love won’t let it forget
Shares its rhythm with everyone
Tells me so when I AM done

Everyday

Everyday I experience less pain
Seldom are my experiences the same
Now more than ever I recognize the game

Everyday I sense more of my Self
Conscious of the things that bring me health
Whisper grows louder when in need of help

Everyday I let go of my concern
Inevitably we all will burn
Still I’m in awe at what I have learned

Everyday I love a little more
Wake to the wonder of what God has in store
An open my eyes to a smile I can’t ignore

Bitter Bitches

I’m sick of all the bitter bitches
Acting like they two
Holdin the whole world ransom
Makin us pay for what they do
Fuck sellin a soul to the devil
They become him over night
Destroying entire families
Just to prove the bitch is right

I’m sick of bitter bitches
Who don’t do their work
The law says you brought the bullshit
Change men like tank top t-shirts
Common denominator is you
Sprint through shit to get your way
Like tinted windows hide insecurity
The more stuff you get makes it okay

I’m sick of bitter bitches
Who can’t own their own mistakes
Makin messes cause they can’t make amends
With the courage that it takes
To love you more than blind attention
To live deeper than a video
To become the Queen God made you
Not a hatin man made ho

The Only Way

Put the child to rest
And listen to the words I say
This is not a test
Rather simply the way
Put the child to rest
Open to my voice
I desire to have your love
So I granted you a choice
Put the child to rest
Search for nothing else
Salvation is in my whisper
Buried deep within your Self
Put the child to rest
Quiet the demands
You will never have a need
When you know I have your hand
Put the child to rest
So your not out of control
The mystery is ancient
But the answer is never old
Put the child to rest
And follow the words I say
Learn when your heart is still
I AM the only way

Without A Fight

Tired of pretending
That this is all there is
So you won’t call to question
The way I’m moved to live

Tired of pretending
That I don’t need to reach
The infinite inside myself
So I don’t hear you preach

Tired of pretending
That these things satisfy me
Spending my life in acquisition
Could somehow set me free

Tired of pretending
That the way we live is right
That we will possibly survive
But not without a fight

If It Was

If it was mine to give
I would give you bliss
So much so your heart would break
But your past would not be missed

If it was mine to give
I would give you joy
It would be so powerful
You could not be coy

If it was mine to give
I would give you faith
Replacing hope with evidence
You no longer need to wait

Mine to Give

My heart is not for sale
It’s never belonged to me
Was given to me as a gift
To share with the world I see

My heart is not a fool
Open to sentimentality
It’s tuned to the simple truth
And the love that lives inside of me

My heart is never weak
And can’t be broken by man
Fashioned for forgiveness
With the knowledge of I Am

My heart is infinite
Like the force that makes it live
It is yours to hold
But only mine to give

Darkness of the Hush

If you knew what I felt when I awake
Or where I went when I closed my eyes
Hearts would expand from just a glimpse
Of the beauty I live inside

If you could taste the things that I create
Or inhale the space I occupy
Minds would open in an instant
From the magic I have tried

If you could travel where I have been
Or give yourself to this overwhelming rush
Souls would live between each whisper
And in the darkness of every hush

Discovery

I grow with the realization
I AM here to learn Me
And just how I relate
To the bigger picture that I see

I move to the knowledge
I AM hidden within
And the path to my discovery
Is to embrace every sin

I sing in the wisdom
I AM and was meant to be
And give purpose to my intentions
As I reveal my glory

Blind Luck

I’m blinded by the shades of gray
Whenever my eyes are locked on you
My pupils fill with dark desire
And block the light of truth

What I see colors my hope
Then my intellect catches up
Distance far greater than my vision
Couldn’t cross with the riches luck

I exist between the black and white
In the law that makes them the same
Space desire and truth both occupy
And living without you has no name

I’ll Always Be

I’m lost in the simplest touch from you
Moment your skin begins to penetrate mine
Destroys all questions about what is true
And the difference is so thin it’s fine

I’m moved to want for more
But then cautious by my desire
Not at all sure who I was before
But risk the burn to tempt the fire

My response is not physical
And the dreams cannot be named
But the simplest touch is so mystical
The depth of my passion is all the same

Your touch has been my greatest teacher
Allowed me to deeply explore
The truth to me is so much deeper
It’s always been, I’ll always be, this and more

Power and the Purpose

I can’t be loved without the truth
Its whisper’s change me everyday
Can’t hold on to old beliefs
Or flow without them in the way

The purpose for such opening
Is the power that it brings
Released my soul from bondage
And my attachment to everything

Truth is what this life is for
Not the symbols and the words
Nor myths or allegories
But the deeper meaning heard

Love me not without the truth
The only song that makes me dance
Bring the light to my attention
If I ever give darkness a chance

Disappearance

Are you willing to disappear
Can you let go of who you are
Can you open to the end of you
The last flash of the final star
Can you let go of the idea
That formed the thought of you
Is what is left ever enough
If the initial idea wasn't true
Can you wake up differently
From the name you were last night
Is it enough to be awareness
With no need to make it right
Can you wake to your deepest darkness
And not shudder at your loss
Where I AM is all there IS
And surrender is all it cost

This Place

My days are dreams
I wished would be
Manifested mysteries
That broke the dawn for me
This magic place
With victories
A race I won so easily
Feels so surreal but free

No direction
But I AM here
Overwhelming stratosphere
Made everything more clear
The love I feel
Without the fear
Allows the dreams to appear
Every moment more dear

Make A Difference

Make a different decision
About the way you share your voice
Open yourself to criticism
By boldly stating a choice

Make a different decision
About the way you choose to care
Give your heart and your time
Where others never dare

Make a different decision
About the way you feel for Self
Be bigger than every circumstance
So they never effect your health

Make a different decision
About the way you manifest
Love what you desire first
So it’s reflected in each conquest

Between Time and Pain

Heart’s been scarred
From all the breaks
And aged
By all the time it takes
To heal
So I may trust again
Share love
And never pretend
This is my best
Or my love’s fullest
All the while
Being afraid
Overwhelmed
By love we made
Love I give
Is wiser now
Heart’s been tried
And survived somehow
So bring to me
Your spirits wish
My desire
To love in bliss
Here in my heart
Between time and pain
Found the place
Void of shame

All The Same

I AM just here visiting
To share with you my thoughts
To hear what you have to say
To experience this walk

I AM just here visiting
To sense my place in space
To help you if I can
To love you just in case

I AM here just visiting
And yes I made the choice
To be here at this time
To share with you my voice

I AM only visiting
Because time is without end
There is a Universe to see
And a mystery to comprehend

I just came to visit
To share with you my heart
To help you with the wisdom
Of which we’re all a part

I only came to visit
To remind you it’s all the same
The love from which we’re fashioned
The place from which we came

The Madness of Man

This is the madness of man
Thinking he can pull the sty
From another man’s eye
While being blinded by
The one in his own
And feeding his child
A continual lie
Hoping the truth will appear
When they’re grown

Refusing to see the cycles
Or recognize the one that we’re in
Not the growth quite advertised
But the lowest we’ve ever been
Or campaigning for a political change
Like it’s an answer to all of his sins
And printing more of his currency
Will somehow heal him within

Afraid of the truth before him
He’s the manifestation of end
And too arrogant to understand
Universe will begin once again
Panicked by his works
We see the madness of this man
Feverishly praying for divinities help
But not realizing that he can